it's very natural to notice all sorts of coincidences and links when doing tulpamancy, especially when you're trying your best to be aware for signs of the 'realness' of a tulpa
1:45 AM
what you do with those ideas is up to you, tho! They are sort of like the raw inspiration for considering more details about a tulpa
1:46 AM
you don't need to use all of them, tho, if they don't fit with your overall goals
I didn't tell her to move my body or try switching or anything like that. We haven't been practicing. UNLESS this is some form of tulpish I don't know about
there's many different possible reasons for why someone's fingers might curl up a bit, the body does all sorts of movements on it's own (you might have noticed it more since I presume you were lying quite still)
maybe the thing with fast development is to deliberately take a break from it if you notice yourself getting worried... you might even progress faster that way, since it could keep things less complicated
2:00 AM
my host went straight to being plural seemingly instantly, but we didn't read any guides or anything. Have you been checking out guides?
if you're already very fast at this, and already have a strong interest, best use of the guides is just as inspiration, rather than instructions
2:02 AM
if you're developing fast already, you can probably focus more on your own ideas for it, and just pick and mix anything you find interesting from the guides
Who used to be able to switch with the tulpa, but because of circumstances or events you lost the ability to switch? Who dealt with it how?
We used to be able to switch with out-of-body switching and disconnecting me as a Host. But now we can't get into that deep form of switching. It's been about a few years now.
Using the translator.
1. Intrusive thoughts led me to believe my Tulpa was failed (I can recognize these thoughts slightly better now) and led me to treat said 2 day old tulpa more like a servitor. After this she said she wanted to be dissipated and I obliged. However later that next morning, a NPC became a bit more sentient. I asked said npc her name and the name was the same name of the tulpa I hurt and therefore dissipated. I visualized her all day (As I usually do) fighting and destroying intrusive thoughts of the former tulpa coming back for revenge. I came back home and we had some fun and talked a bit. After a bit I was lying down doing some visualisation practice. At this point I felt my fingers move on their own while I felt vibrations around my body. I know tulpas can't switch without my consent but it only fed said intrusive thoughts more then I'd like to admit.
@Zee - jump
how did you try to fight the intrusive thoughts?
How was your breathing when you were doing it? Did you hyperventilate?
Tulpas are sentient headmates, i'm pretty sure you can hurt them
@Kei Wendt - jump
way to feed someone’s disturbing and potentially hurtful intrusive thoughts to validate yoursef… lol
Leiko
1. Intrusive thoughts led me to believe my Tulpa was failed (I can recognize these thoughts slightly better now) and led me to treat said 2 day old tulpa more like a servitor. After this she said she wanted to be dissipated and I obliged. However later that next morning, a NPC became a bit more sentient. I asked said npc her name and the name was the same name of the tulpa I hurt and therefore dissipated. I visualized her all day (As I usually do) fighting and destroying intrusive thoughts of the former tulpa coming back for revenge. I came back home and we had some fun and talked a bit. After a bit I was lying down doing some visualisation practice. At this point I felt my fingers move on their own while I felt vibrations around my body. I know tulpas can't switch without my consent but it only fed said intrusive thoughts more then I'd like to admit.
@Zee - jump
how did you try to fight the intrusive thoughts?
How was your breathing when you were doing it? Did you hyperventilate?
How do you know it's the right time to start narration and talking to your Tulpa? I have seen people calling for it after forming the personality and form and saying it can be started as soon as creating one. I am new to this and I am not sure if this is asked.